Going

I made a small accomplishment. I finished a book. Finally. It was The Stone Gods by Jeanette Winterson and at times it was beautiful:
“Life has never been All or Nothing–it’s All and Everything. Forget the binaries.”
“Every word written is a net to catch the word that has escaped.”
Now I am quickly reading Empress Orchid and [...]

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Despite Everything, My Nails Look Great

So I went out with the mailman and had a great time. I hope he calls again.
My exboyfriend and I have been emailing back and forth. He started it. I hope he knows I don’t want to get back together.
I can’t believe I haven’t finished reading a book yet.
OK I want to talk about the [...]

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I…

1. made out with a cop.
2. danced with a mailman.
All in one weekend.
The thing of it is, is…
1. I have no idea what I’m doing.
2. I have no idea what I want mainly because I want different things at different times. I’m talking hour to hour here. Sometimes I think…
a) I don’t ever want to be touched [...]

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What I Did

1. Read the first chapter of the books I checked out. This is what I do. Check out a stack of books then read the first chapter of each, keep the promising ones, and return the ones I don’t like.
2. On Thursday night, my cousin and I went out. We went to four bars.
3. On Friday [...]

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It’s a Process

To do (still):
1. Quit my job.
2. Get new job.
3. Read more.
4. Actually read more and not just say I will.
5. Get bathing suit.
6. Stop obsessing over men.
7. Actually stop obsessing over men and not just say I will.
8. Start going to bed earlier.
9. Stop giving myself reasons to be depressed.
10. Keep making lists in tens.

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My ex boyfriend emailed me.
He’s not the one I wanted to hear from.
I did get a stack of books from the library. Here I go.

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