I Need a Seventh Elegy

From The Seventh Elegy by Rainer Maria Rilke:
No more wooing! Voice, you’ve outgrown wooing; it won’t/ be/
the reason for your cry anymore, even if you cried clear as
a bird when the soaring season lifts him, almost forgetting
he’s an anxious creature, and not just a single heart
she’s tossing toward brightness, into the intimate blue.
Just like him, [...]

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He is in-between every word

It’s no use. Every book I read, HE is there. Every instance in every sentence makes me think of him.
Poem for the boy I like on facebook
There are no walls without you,
no need for letters,
no need for words.
 
I don’t want to see a single letter
Unless it came from you.
 
But how to keep it?
How to [...]

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Re:Search

I had an interesting moment at work today. I was in a good mood and suddenly I was in a terrible mood. But I knew at that moment what was going on. That it was just the soup of my brain reconfiguring itself. My days are a little off thanks to the science experiment which [...]

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In a Mess-trogen

So I have to get this all out and down because it is driving me crazy and I will never be able to do a thing if I don’t. The good news is my favorite genius woman author has done it again with her new book. And now I know why I am the way [...]

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Bangover

I have a bangover.
And I really don’t know what to say. I just know things happen for a reason. They always do. And this was meant to happen. And I’m glad it did.
And I think this starts year two of great singlehood. But I hope it’s a stepping stone to where I want to be.
Really, [...]

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